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mary jane
03:53
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blow my brains out
on your coffee table
I hope you realize
I can't ever love you
hold on
to my old T-shirts
the smell of cologne and cigarettes
when you get wasted
I hope you think of everything you ruined
smoke your weed
I'll grind my teeth
too wasted to see
no you never loved me
don't grab my hand
and tell me everything's alright
its hard to be
a human being
tell me one more time
that you will be mine
people don't like me
it's not gonna be easy
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2. |
lonely human being
03:14
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i've been doing better
but i've been a lot better
and I'm finally over all of this
moving past everything
maybe being alone isn't such a bad thing to be
and maybe being a human being isn't such a hard thing to be
I'm beginning to feel happy
without my friends or a girlfriend
I'm beginning to feel good
about myself and what life brings
I may never be who I used to be
I may never even be happy, but that's okay with me
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3. |
dead beats
03:19
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eyes so close to shutting
at 4 in the morning
your black hair in my teeth
we're too sad to eat
so we stay up late and watch attack on titan
until we fall asleep
stay up in my room for days
cause we're just two dead beats in love
forever and ever
my room smells like sex and cigarettes/body odor
mum tells us go get a job but
we don't need no jobs cause we have eachother
i don't give a fuck about your moans
I just want to watch mum's 90's shows
let's be sad together forever and ever
drag your nails against my skin of leather
dye our hair together
change like the weather
never show any pleasure
I don't want a job
I don't want to be rich
I just want to eat you out
I just want to be your bitch
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4. |
girly
04:20
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just too girly
I'm not that girly
I feel empty
I don't mean to be girly
I'm cute when I tie my hair up
and wear that perfume you like
with the pink nail polish
and the yellow sun dress
I'm gay when I say I want you
I'm gay when I try to love you
I'm gay when I try to stop you
please babe I don't want to
I'm pretty when I say I mean it
I'm pretty when I say I don't
wearing all of your clothes
you let me try on all of your clothes
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5. |
a long time
02:38
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for the first time
in a long time
I wanted to die
dragged me along for the ride
just to detach me from your hooks
for the first time
in a long time
I began to feel my feet
In the soil
on the concrete floors
of my wintered garage
for the first time
in a long time
I stopped smoking
cause I was too sad
to get out of my bed
couldn't stop all of the thoughts in my head
for the first time
in a long time
I admitted defeat
got up out of my shell
broke off my rotting teeth
tore of my dead skin
for the first time in a long time
I'm gonna be happy
I'm gonna shine my shoes
I'm gonna brush my teeth
i'm gonna be happy
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